Thursday, February 24, 2011

The quilt

I love having grandchildren.  My grandson, Ryott, turned one this week.   I started knitting a blanket on the day he was born and I finished it this week.  It's got a lot of flaws, but I'm still happy to have made it myself and to know that he will sleep with it.  Here are a few pictures:

Trying it out on Norah's toddler bed

A white house

The truck

Sailboat

A fish

Crocheted border - thanks to Reagan for teaching me how to do it

A tree

Imperfect joining of the squares

Tufts on the backside

Sunday, February 6, 2011

Simply Surrender

I'm ready to be broken before the Lord.  I want to go public with my new commitment to surrender my finances to God.  I've been thinking about it for a long time, and this week's message at church helped cement my commitment to 'Simply Surrender'. 

I've been working for many years to grow closer to the Lord.  Bit by bit he is helping me to do that, showing me what I need to do - like the analogy in John 15:1-2  "I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener.  He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful."

A few years ago I watched a Rob Bell Nooma video called Kickball (http://nooma.com/nooma-kickball-006-rob-bell.php).  It really made me think - do I really believe that God is good and has my best interests at heart?  If I do, then why don't I trust him - why do I go to Visa and lines of credit instead of waiting for his provision?  It took me a few years to work through that one.  My head said 'trust', but I really didn't want to give up control over my spending. 

A days ago I was struck by Luke 16:  9-13
"9 And I say unto you, Make to yourselves friends by means of the mammon of unrighteousness; that, when it shall fail, they may receive you into the eternal tabernacles. 10 He that is faithful in a very little is faithful also in much: and he that is unrighteous in a very little is unrighteous also in much. 11 If therefore ye have not been faithful in the unrighteous mammon, who will commit to your trust the true [riches]? 12 And if ye have not been faithful in that which is another's, who will give you that which is your own? 13 No servant can serve two masters: for either he will hate the one, and love the other; or else he will hold to one, and despise the other. Ye cannot serve God and mammon."

Mammon is not a word I use every day.  It's money and material things.  When I go to Kohl's to buy clothes to cheer me up instead of going to God, I am serving mammon.  So my new mantra is "God or mammon? Need or greed?"  I'm going to pray about my spending, stop the rationalizing, stick to shopping lists (list or lost) and rely on close friends and family to hold me accountable.  It's already difficult, but it's been a pretty good week.  I'll keep you posted.

I'll close the passage we studied in church this week - very applicable message about brokenness - very encouraging words - Isaiah 40:25 - 31
"25 "To whom will you compare me? Who is my equal?" asks the Holy One. 26 Look up into the heavens. Who created all the stars? He brings them out one after another, calling each by its name. And he counts them to see that none are lost or have strayed away. 27 O Israel, how can you say the LORD does not see your troubles? How can you say God refuses to hear your case? 28 Have you never heard or understood? Don't you know that the LORD is the everlasting God, the Creator of all the earth? He never grows faint or weary. No one can measure the depths of his understanding. 29 He gives power to those who are tired and worn out; he offers strength to the weak. 30 Even youths will become exhausted, and young men will give up. 31 But those who wait on the LORD will find new strength. They will fly high on wings like eagles. They will run and not grow weary. They will walk and not faint. "

Basket Weaving 101

I love to create.  God does too - Isaiah 45:18 says "For this is what the LORD says-- he who created the heavens, he is God; he who fashioned and made the earth, he founded it; he did not create it to be empty, but formed it to be inhabited-- he says: "I am the LORD, and there is no other.

Yesterday and today I had the opportunity to fashion some baskets, joining a long, long tradition.  Wikipedia says basket weaving is one of the widest spread crafts in the history of any human civilization.  It is hard to say just how old the craft is because natural materials decay naturally and constantly... much of the history of basket making has been lost and is simply speculated upon.  There are many references to baskets in the bible, beginning in Genesis. I like the idea of being a part of that.

I have always known that I would make a basket some day.  Yesterday my friend Debbie showed me how.  The kits she got for Kari and I had a lot of extra pieces, so I shared them with my DIL (daughter-in-law) Reagan - I taught her while reinforcing the techniques in my own head.  I like the way it feels to bend and shape the softened reeds.  It made me wonder if that's how God feels when I begin to soften and bend to his will so he can shape me into something better.  

Reagan is holding the first set of baskets we made today - mine is on the left (her right) and hers is on the right (her left).   We were hoping they would fit in Reagan's shoe holder, but we made them too big.  We'll have to try again sometime.  So I gave mine to Brian.  It now holds some vanilla pipe tobacco and smells delicious. 

This is my third basket - from above.  I think I'll keep this one.

My third basket from below.

A side view of basket number 3. 

Clockwise from the left - my #2 (Brian's tobacco basket),  my #1 (Reagan's garden basket / housewarming present), Reagan's #1 (possibilities include mail, cards, fruit, etc.), my #3 (not sure of use yet) and Reagan #2 (a gift basket for a friend)

Reagan and I had a great time.  Norah fell asleep.